Am I catching up to you

Am I catching up to you

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(no subject)	[Feb. 14th, 2012\|11:26 pm]
*" When one doesn't expect, everything is a surprise. " - Pris <3*
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Edited - HEARTFELT	[Feb. 9th, 2010\|12:49 am]
This is for you you and you, so you better read this carefully because I stopped studying my notes for this! Hahaha P, Before you know it, you're much stronger than before. We see it dear, you're much stronger and we're all tougher too. Others will not understand and they don't have to understand too, just have faith and believe in yourself because you know you're the one that will be with you all the time. I want you to truly smile and laugh over something silly, stupid and retarded and that can be me! :B V & I are always here, always. Count on us if you can't do it alone. You can have my hugs, my shoulder and my love! You're welcome to have my place to chill at the most random time, watch Bratz eat chips, use gym ball and laugh at the most not silly thing ever. V, When we were back in kcp, you were the one with such assertiveness. You knew what you wanted and what you should and should not do. But the surroundings can change a person dear, and it doesnt matter even if you are not like that anymore, because we saw a different side of you that we all love as well! I want you to be stronger than before because I know you were truly happy. I want you to be happy like before. I'm gonna tell you the same thing as I told P, you're most welcome to have my place to chill, stay over and you can sleep all you want on my couch! We know we have each other to count on even when we don't meet often. Imagine how much trust and love it took to build our friendship from zero to where it is today? :) Love you babes, J. & This is for you, stalker! Haha. Bet you didn't expect this coming right. Thanks for showing me the side you don't usually reveal to others(even you didn't show too much of it still). To be honest, you are one of the very few people who knew the other side of me as well. And I just want to let you know that no matter what's gonna in future, you have me the wonderful lovely and adorable friend you can rely on when you need someone. We will continue to go around searching for good food and I'll go to the places you want to go and explore the whole of Singapore even though there's nth much to be explored in the first place. haha. If you're unsure whether I'm referring to you, ask meee!!!! Alrighty! I should go search for the current green events so I can do well in the coming killer paper on Friday! Fingers crossed, again! Goodnight! :)
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Asian Dream Song	[Feb. 8th, 2010\|10:11 pm]
Joe Hisaishi, the one I admire most.
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Daily Thought	[Feb. 7th, 2010\|10:29 pm]
Many times we feel so weak inside, we can't show it on our faces but we know understanding souls do exist. Will you succumb to this and open up once and for all? We get more and more skeptical each day, thinking that this mad world we're in couldn't give us the truth that we wanted so badly. We always feel out of place because we lose the people love, our family members, friends and connection. We build walls to see who cares enough to tear them down. We enjoy life this minute and bitch about it the next moment. We laugh and we cry. We hate and we love. We want and we regret. We lost and we treasure. At this tender age of 19(soon to be), I learn much more than this. There are others who learn more than I do, and I'd say stay tough fighters! I always hope for a change, but I don't think it is necessary anymore. All I hope to do now is to be able to look within myself to say " I am remarkable" during the worst times. I won't create the life I want for myself right now because I call this growing up.
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Pull me through	[Feb. 5th, 2010\|03:48 pm]
I've never felt anything so insane enough for me to follow through. Now I don't know where to stand, what to do and how to feel. If I could just let this go and carry on, I think I can do this alone. I will run and never look back to yearn anymore. There is no second home like school. haha!
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What did I do	[Feb. 4th, 2010\|12:48 am]
Exams nearing and I am trying not to procrastinate this time! But I can't do this alone, so you kind souls out there, please nudge me to go study if you see me appearing on msn! Alright, I'm going to sleep now. Make you all jealous abit, I have long weekends starting from this week! Aches and pain don't matter as much believe that they make me learn Never mind if it rains, doesn't matter if it drains we're in a mad world anyway If Fate is what we believe in, then just let it be. It is something we don't possess in this way, but another. Let's just take the other route so we still have each other for good.
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Random	[Feb. 3rd, 2010\|11:37 pm]
Just when I'm working on my slides for the presentation tomorrow, shawn shawn shawn says: hi ehh i gotta ask u smth man its very impt life threatening Jayne says: okok sup ask lah oi shawn shawn shawn says: can lend me ur psp HAHAHAHAHAHA Jayne says: Life threatening indeed! so whats gonna happen if I say no? you'll die ah? shawn shawn shawn says: yah i will. i wanna play assasin creed! Jayne says: STUDY LAH. play what play! exams coming bodoh! shawn shawn shawn says: yah but..okok after exams hahaha i endure for 1 more month grrr Jayne says: hahaha yesyes, you better endure for 1 more month! if you really can endure and study for 1 more month, I promise i lend you! MUST STUDY MUST STUDY MUST STUDY shawn shawn shawn says: ogay ogay study study Jayne says: haha okay, you can get from me after your last paper. You know what, this conversation reminds me of my nephews! -.- Haha. But I have to say, randomness really makes the day a bit better.
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(no subject)	[Feb. 2nd, 2010\|08:00 pm]
Cmon, I have to be brave be strong be tough.
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Didn't want to need anyone	[Feb. 2nd, 2010\|12:23 am]
Love amazes me each time like never before. I never fail to smile or steal a few more glances at an old couple that walk so closely beside each other, it feels like they had each other's company for the past 50 years and are inseparable. & today I witnessed the love of a grandfather and grandmother of age 75 maybe? It was so sweet, makes me want to live the same way they did with my future life partner! :D So as I'm thinking about it on my way home, I realised I'm starting to get affected with such guilt. I never want to complicate. But I have to stand firm & toughen up because I don't ever want to feel the way I did in the past. Sometimes I just hate to do things the hard way, but I have my reasons. I just erased a whole chunk of processed crap and I don't know why! Maybe blogs today show too much about the writer. Hahah. EXAMS COMING, WE'RE ALL RUNNING OUT OF TIME. JYJYJYJY :)
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(no subject)	[Jan. 30th, 2010\|02:19 am]
Wait. Show me that good things come to those who wait.
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Wish you didn't say that	[Jan. 29th, 2010\|01:13 am]
It was 'Try' day. I kept singing this song today despite my sore throat and now my voice is gone, oh great. I speak with difficulty because it hurts! Try calling me and you'd find that you're talking to air. To P: You're amazing babe. Don't look down on that. Look within yourself and you will get what I mean. No matter what, whether my voice's with me right now or not, I'll be there to talk to you. Love you bestie. <3 To V: I hope you are feeling better today. You'll make it through and yes, don't let anyone mess with you again. Everyone has some crap that needs to be tolerated once in a while, so don't worry continue ranting it to us. Do whatever it takes to feel better. Love you bestie <3 The two important people of my life are having a rough time. I'm going to stand still right here for you girls alright? I catch your backs this time. Hints & signs may not be true all the time, right? Ah whatever, I wonder why I get myself to where I am today. I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams
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(no subject)	[Jan. 27th, 2010\|04:02 am]
I couldn't sleep tonight. I'm falling sick but I closed my eyes finding myself wide awake underneath those heavy eyelids. My nose is terribly blocked, my voice is awfully sexy and my heart is not right tonight. New things happen every day but nothing interests me as much as the way I feel. I focus too much on the way we feel, and no don't correct me I don't think it is wrong. I can't bear to bring myself up with such hopes only to know that I may fall badly the next minute, gonna hurt my ass to know that I was dreaming all along. & to you: I appreciate your honesty, thanks (: It's 4am and I'm blogging in the living room. & I wonder if I can sleep if I return to my room later. We'll see. My heart had an eventful night but it's all calmed. haha. Thanks for even reading it, your so called emo post. It's not even emo to begin with, if you know me you'd know I keep emo posts locked. These, are not emo enough to kill. Haha.
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(no subject)	[Jan. 27th, 2010\|12:15 am]
I'm so sick of msn already, seriously! It may be the best way to communicate instantly, but what if communication gone wrong and words get misinterpreted? Anw I have a sexay husky voice right now, recorded it and sent to royston. Haha, he recorded "What the hell. this is damn disgusting la." and sent back to me. Thanks chee. & I shall go for some girly talk with chans right now! BECAUSE I HAD A BAD DAY.
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(no subject)	[Jan. 25th, 2010\|11:32 pm]
Seconds hours so many days You know what you want but how long can you wait Every moment last forever If you feel you’ve lost your way What if my chances are already gone Started believing that I could be wrong But you gave me one good reason To fight and never walk away so here I am still holding on
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Thanks Adriel.	[Jan. 25th, 2010\|11:25 pm]
Tommy says: learn to harden your heart! Jayne says: thats one thing i have to learn FROM YOU. Tommy says: only me because you cannot learn it from anyone else Jayne says: haha ya la ya la Tommy says: good i should conduct a lesson abt hardening your hearts Jayne says: I think you should attend a lesson about softening your heart FIRST
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Keep singing	[Jan. 25th, 2010\|02:51 pm]
Tadah! Changed the layout to my most favourite & awesome childhood superhero, anpanman! (mian bao chao ren/breadman) Whatever you call it, it's from japan and called anpanman! I grew up watching anpanman save the starving or unfortunate by letting them bite his head and returning to his father for a new head so he can regain energy! Lots of love & million thanks to those who bought me the anpanman misc. all these years when they came across any! I now have a huge collection of this superhero and I won't stop collecting. No one will understand my love for my superhero, haha! In the primary school years, I watched it at my grandma's every morning before I board the school bus in the afternoon, and if I attended morning sessions, godma will record the episodes and I get to watch it when I come home! Awww, such love <3 Enough of the confession. Haha. I didn't go to school today because I had an upset stomach the whole night. I needed to puke to feel better but there was nothing the whole night until this morning when the clock strikes 10 I rushed to the toilet and had everything out of me! Phew, i feel so much better inside right now. But bad news to myself, I'm having fever & cold hands/feet. I hate being sick like this! But I'll take a chill pill and my fever pill so I'll be alright for friendly tmr!
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This could be nothing	[Jan. 25th, 2010\|12:04 am]
I feel so uncertain! This sucks luh! Hahaaha what nonsense, I need to sleep now.
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So far away

[Jan. 24th, 2010|02:46 am]

Hello world, I bet you healthy beings must be sleeping soundly right now! Unhealthy people like me just have to stay up so late because my body's tuned to fall asleep at a fixed time later than 3am on weekends. Haha. NONONO. I'm doing something productive right here, I am doing my report, and I can't help but to say that science students are just so damn hardworking. *claps*

I was thinking about my me-time awhile ago. Always spent it at the usual hideout and I have no idea why I'm just so attached to that place. & I shall reveal something about myself regarding me-time today. I realised I'm not a risk taker. As much as I like experiencing different things, I definitely do not like feeling unsure of what's ahead of me. & whats worst, life is unpredictable! Haha. I don't ever want to change but I guess I will have to, to get along with life's idea.

The idea of liking someone is like taking a risk. I don't usually like to take such risks but it's probably different this time? I don't know. It's been long since I show such vulnerability. I'm not harbouring any thoughts, I just go with the way I feel.

Grrrrrr I don't think I've made any sense from the above. Hahahaha. OH and something random, I like the way my room is! I have everything I like in my room and even on my wall, the major scales are up there to remind me of my passion and I have something on my wall as well I can share it here with you you and you! It says:

When you make a mistake, there are only 3 things you should do about it:

1. Admit it
2. Learn from it
3. Don't repeat it

(with 6 see-no-evil monkeys at the bottom!)

Cute right cute right! Can you imagine the monkeys? HAHAHA. Alright goodnight, beauty sleeeeeeep!

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I'm not lost

[Jan. 23rd, 2010|04:13 pm]

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[	Current Music	\|	Undiscovered - James Morrison	]

I look at you, you bite your tongue
You don't know why or where I'm coming from

But in my head I'm close to you
We're in the rain still searching for the sun

You think that I want to run and hide
I keep it all locked up inside, I just want you to find me

I'm not lost, I'm not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone, we're all the same as each other

You see the look that's on my face
You might think that I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no no, just undiscovered

Well the time it takes to know someone
It all can change before you know it's gone (before it's gone)
So close your eyes and feel the way I'm with you now
Believe there's nothing wrong (nothing wrong)

You think that I want to run and hide
I keep it all locked up inside, but I just want you to find me

I'm not lost, I'm not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone, we're all the same as each other

You see the look that's on my face
You might think that I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no no, just undiscovered

I'm not running, I'm not hiding
If you dig a little deeper, you will find me

I'm not lost, not lost, undiscovered
And when we're alone, we're all the same as each other
No we're the same
See the look that's on my face
You might think that I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no no, undiscovered
Sing it, sing it
Don't you know that's what we are
(And when we're alone) We're the same as each other
You know we're the same

You see the look that's on my face
You might think that I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no
Just undiscovered

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